Well.... This is Awkward

Hi.
You may know me from my other blog. And if you know me, then you will also realise how short a time is has been since I decided to shut down my other blog. But for now, I'll give you a very short description of what happened. If you're a friend who found this blog by accident, well.... Hi. (^^)/ I'm back already (*^^*)

So, brief short description of what happened for those who don't know. Someone, who will go as the person He-who-shall-not-be-named, decided he would post a rather scathing comment on another one of my friend's blogs. The scathing comment was directed at me, and although I really shouldn't have let it affect me that much, it hurt like crazy when I read the comment. So, I took down that blog. Well. I think although he was being a leetle Bitch when he said the comment, in a very bizarre twisted way, he was right. But I'm still not forgiving him for what he said. I don't care if he apologizes, I'm a vengeful person, and I hold grudges very well. But all aside, I'm generally pretty nice (Aside from me being a bit physically aggressive :P )

Now that that little intro is over, how have you guys been? I've been kinda sad/depressed/lonely/ rather stressed, but don't let that bother you. I've started this new blog, much to be like Dong Hoon. I know I say I hate alot of people, but that's just my way of saying 'You're really my best friend'. Why am I so weird like that? Well. I used to be bullied a lot. From years 3~6 I was constantly bullied. Sometimes it was a fistfight, other times it was racism and verbal bullying. That experience made me very grudging to show my emotion or affection to anyone, lest the bullies get a hold of that and start teasing me for that as well. So even my own emotions became an enemy for me as well. Either way, I survived through the brutality of the bullying and harassment and I made it to High School. So, I have this dark past, of holding very bad grudges, *savagely* hospitalising somebody, and having a bad reputation for a temper. I try to fix these things, but It doesn't really work when you start to get harassed again in Year 7 XD It was only for a short while though.... Right, getting off topic. Back onto topic. Yeah, more about me.

I like piano, although my parents say I'm absolute rubbish at it, I like to believe that I'm not, but comparatively to many other people (I am). I like my friends, I enjoy the company. And Now, emotionally, I'm rather a fragile person. I can either get very hurt from a small careless remark, or be stone cold and not notice someone's emotions and say something rather inappropriate for the situation. Forgive me if I do say something stupid for the situation.

More about me, I'm absolute rubbish at nearly every subject, except for Musicks and Phys Ed. :P All the practical stuff. I like my practical stuff. It helps me focus. And it keeps me more focused than reading a textbook and trying to study.

All in all. I have nothing to say, but that was a really short break in between.

Y'all be well now.
-J